Life....

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.

-"Mother Teresa"

Next Trip?? :D

Yeah another euro trip for me soon!!
I'm counting days again hehe... !!:)
Basically we'll be leaving Malaysia on the 18th Nov.. (ticktocktickytock) :D
Papa being such a sweet&kind cos want to bring all of us to holiday.. yeayy!
Planning to go for ski-ing :p (snow!snoww!)
I'm shoo excited cos i've never experienced snoww snowy heh!;0
Plus its gonna be almost a month trip yeayyy! Its good for me to be away frm KL.
I need it so much thanks Papa<3 lovee u infinity!mwaaa :*

Missing London:(

LONDON <---- I LOVE LONDON ! :))

although you are a busy busy mizyy city~ heal to the yeah i kindda miss u thou . :(

apparently you thought me many stuffs when i was there for my very 1st fucking time hooyeahh!:P you LONDON thought me how the hell i gotta controlled my pounds !!*

LOL i knw but yeah i learnt to be a wise spender when i was there okay.. I choose to NOT lived so big so that might as well on the last week i will NOT broke & lapaness haha! My Dad you're the coolest & understandable dad in world:) you give the source (pounds) kachingg like more than enough (cos i manage to control my spending hee:P) and Untyyy.. yeah u help me too much with my cloths,food & almost everything.. Hehe! I knww you all packed me with foods i mean lots of foodd oh thank god it does FULLED&FILLED me when i was hungry especially for my bfast!;) Fuhney is my Credit card was over a limit.. all i can remebered I was shopping cloths for me & my two little heroes. Oh yaa ya not forget some gifts for ppls bck homeee:)) hihi. Dush teruss kena cut the credit card the day I'm flying bck to KL. I am more happyyy cos.. i manage to save 100punds wehoo i knw rite but as soon as i checked in to terminal 4 heatrow airport haha there's me goess i did shop a lil bit;p cos its fak cheap tax freeee hehe! I love money & I lovee to shops bohooo I wanna go London again hopefully I'll get marry to my own MR.BIG. Amin... hehe:))

Banyak Cinta Yang Mendatang

Banyak cinta yang mendatang... cinta yang datang.. ku tidak anggapnya cinta.. karna cinta itu tidak tulus.. Ku akui banyak cinta yang datang..ku tolak. Ku tahu cinta tidak boleh di paksa.. Tuhan yang tahu segalanya.. Hati ini ku tak relakan untuk disakiti... Aku perempuan yang ingin cinta... cinta yang tulus.. Cinta yang datang semuanya ku relakan pergi.. Itu karna semuanya tidak tulus.. Maafkan aku jika ku berundur pergi~ Cintaku bukan sekadar cinta.. Cinta yang datang dan pergi.. Cinta ku tulus dan kekal.. Ku akui ku rela sendiri dari bercinta yang menyakiti.. Tuhan yang tahu segalanya... Hati ku bukan untuk dimiliki.. hati ku tak rela di hancuri.. Aku perempuan yang sabar menanti cinta.. Ku percaya cinta ada.. dan cinta bukanlah boleh di paksa.. Banyak cinta yang mendatang semuanya indah permulaannya.. Permulaan yang tidak pernah ku bayangkan.. tapi dikala cinta goyah dengan cobaan semua cinta itu goyah... Cinta yang datang bukanlah cinta.. Jangan kau datang cinta jika ia bukan cinta.. Pergi saja biarkan aku sendiri.. Aku tak membenci cinta tapi ku berhati memilih cinta... ~

London baby London :))

-i love about London-

*manner & attitude*
*the systematic underground!;)*
*zone 1 & zone 2*
*the park!*
*startbucks is wayy better den bck home*
*flee markets on weekend;)*
*westfield :))*
*camden mix&match food*
*boots!*
*tesco express!*
*distribution newspaper*
*PRET a manger choc popcorn:)*
*primark!hehe*
*nido student living rockss!!;))*
*funky buddha club;pp*
to be continue.........

COUNTING DAYS :)

....NOW LEFT 16DAYS MORE BEFO I FLY OFF TO LONDON....
..MUST SAY I'M SHOO EXCITED~!................
......I REALLY NEEDS NEW AIR AND A GATEAWAY....
.......THANKS COLLEGE FOR dis BRILLIANT OPPORTUNITY...
..& THANKS FOR MY BELOVED DAD & UNTY FOR LETTING...
.........ME JOIN DIS GLOBAL CLASSROOM IN LONDON..
...I DON'T REALLY KNOW WAT HAPPEN TO MYSELF NOWADAYS..
.....I RATHER STAYED ALONE AT HOME/ROOM...
... I PREFER DAT WAY NOW..FEEL JST WANNA BE ALONE...
.......I DON'T WANNA TALK & SEES PEOPLE...
.........JST ALONE ME,MYSELF & I.....SIGHSS~~
...WHO'S DIS GIRL I AM NOT SURE ANYMORE......
..........I'VE BEEN QUITE & RESERVED NOW...
...PLEASE WAKE ME UP FROM DIS MISERY.........
........COS I AM NOT REALLY LIKE IT :(.........
.........WAKE UP QEERA !!??!..............
....I WISPER TO MYSELF...!!!.........

Legally blonde =p

When the mood sothes in & stars blinked*
I colored my hair blonde ! ;)
but it's not so blonde well..
I'm so gonna add more colors tomrw hehe.
London mood is in the air yaw~
Can't blame me coz its jst so into me !!

Peace out-
xoxo

Something good is awaiting...

I'm counting days !! I don't wanna be here here :(
I want new place. new air to breath..
Thanks Pa for letting me & giving me opportunity to go to London.
Botom line, I can't wait to leave...
I jst don't like it here.

Chentaqu. Gedikk. Mok.. Afham..Sayang.

Rinduu die rinduu die sgt sgt tauu !! :(
When you still around you always here & there for me..
Sekarang.. semua dah lain..
Tak tahu nk gi kt sapa biler sedih..
Die selalu ada kann.. Die jerr paham..
Cane nk jd kuat bila dah terbiase ade die slalu bg semangat,
buat lawak, bebel bebel..
Die selalu ajar suh jd kuat kuat mcm ape nta gaknyee ghee
Die slalu marah bile dira lembik kann..
Slalu nages nages kt die..
Tapi.. skang tak tahu nk nages kt sape..
Nak nages lama lama atas riba die pun die tak pena kesah..
Kite pena nages sama sama bila nk pisah..
Skang dira nagiss je sorang sorang..
Dira tak tahu cane nk jd kuat..
Dira nk jd kuat mcm die buat dulu..
Die selalu bg and bg and terus bg..
Bila die tarik maknanyee ada sumting..
Dira dah terbiase.. Sedih tak ada sapa dah skang..
Kat sapa nk cerite lg.. tak ada sapa dah..
Mok.. Rinduuu sumpah rinduu..
Mok.... sedih...
Jgn risau dira tak pernah stop doa tuk die tau..
Tak akan pernah.. =)
Sayang dira syg die lg selalu syg die
Tak mo risau k? Al-Fatihah-

Bila Kau Tiada

Recovery..

You never know will never know what I've been through..
I'm not the one I used to be..
and I miss the one I'm used to be..
Where is the girl that always smile..
and think everything's gonna be alright..

When he left I thought I'll pull through..
I really want to pull through..
By times its eating me..
I lost half of my strength..

Where has my spirit has gone?
dear god, I miss myself :(
I felt I lost in my own world..
Everyday seems empty..

I'm grateful to have caring & loving..
family & friends..
It's hurt me so bad when..
they don't want to see me sad..
and I don't want to make anyone worry about me..
they gave and support me the very best..
and I appreciate it so much..
It's so hurt when deep down inside..
I'm still weak.. I'm still in the process..
It's a process of me finding and putting..
myself all back together in 1 piece..

I really hope by times it heal..
It's an unknown and I don't even know how to say it..
Maybe by times it's heal..InsyaAllah..
I just keep on praying..
and hope everything's back to normal..
Because when I lost him..
I lost my objectives of life's
I really felt life's is too short..
I'm scared.. but this is life's
Nothing last forever..

My 21st Birthday :)

UNDEFINABLE THANKS BELOVED FAMILY & SWEET FRIENDS !! <3

Happiness

My Life full with challenged and thrilled..
But It's all happen with a good reason..
The one and only above knows it all..
Dear god, Allah s.w.t..
Only to you I can voice out..
and Only to you I pray for happiness...
I hope you'll give me extra strength..
And yes I'm weak.. but I never give up..
I always pray to you dear Allah..
InsyaAllah and Amin !! You hear all my voice out.

When comes to certain occassion...

To start over is scary... How do I start over coz
when you're gone and you took half of me with you,
I never imagine it's you dat gonna leave me..
you always leave me.. kan..?
But this time you leave me forever mok.. sedih..
Now I know why god don't want me to be so closed with you..
He loves you more mok..

Everyday I miss you.. I miss you so much

Thanks mok.. Whatever you've start you finish it..
and When comes to certain ocassion it's cause me to..
Breakdown and cry

"Mok.. bila nak balik JB? Mok.. bila nk habis belajar? Nanti habis belajar balik kita kahwin k mok.. Mok.. Aku happy sgt dpt borak dgn kau tak ada la aku saja ckp je aku happy sgt Mok.."

ANDEK MD AFHAM (9/8/1987-17/4/2010)
Al-fatihah..

Nobody knows

Nobody knows
Nobody knows but me
That I sometimes cry
If I could pretend that I'm asleep
When my tears start to fall
I peek out from behind these walls
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows no

Nobody likes
Nobody likes to lose their inner voice
The one I used to hear before my life
Made a choice
But I think nobody knows
No no
Nobody knows
No

Baby
Oh the secret's safe with me
There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone
Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown
And I've lost my way back home
I think nobody knows no
I said nobody knows
Nobody cares

It's win or lose not how you play the game
And the road to darkness has a way
Of always knowing my name
But I think nobody knows
No no
Nobody knows no no no no

Baby
Oh the secret's safe with me
There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone
Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown
And I've lost my way back home
And oh no no no no
Nobody knows
No no no no no no

Tomorrow I'll be there my friend
I'll wake up and start all over again
When everybody else is gone
No no no

Nobody knows
Nobody knows the rhythm of my heart
The way I do when I'm lying in the dark
And the world is asleep
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows
Nobody knows but me
Me

A New Begining.

NEW YEAR 2010 for me .....
It's about WHY and DON'T !!
Cheers fellas. Wish ya'all

Good things ahead. :)