Distorted

Expectation  à Hope à Reality

Has this happened to all of us? Recently, I had this entire ‘image’ on my head literally not funny.  Basically the Expectation it came from TRUST and it leads to Hope however the Reality that bites us in the end. It is not wrong to have these feelings however I feel it really knock me down at the end.  You know how Expectation could lead us I must say it is crazy. During that period it was really like puzzles. The hoping puzzles even scarier all those image running through your mind and hoping it will be as what we have been expecting. Gosh! God knows how it feels like. :/ For what happened I cannot blame myself or the circumstances instead it made me realize how much TRUST can really gives an impact. What I learnt from it is that for what life throws us we should live in the moment and Appreciate what is in front of us (REAL-ity). Should never be expecting something/someone but Appreciate what was there at the moment.  Frankly, there is this guilt on me now because I feel I disappoint myself of not being appreciative enough to what was there for me at that very moment. I would want to be better and treat better.